Friday, June 26, 2009 Y 9:49 PM
hais , it past 4month plus , ytd , jus wanted t let him noe ie wan er ren shi jie . is tht tht difficult ?! . wtf , say wht me and her pattern samesame come out . say wht ie childish . wtf lah , whn ie saw e sms , my tears drop lyk an idiot , cutting my hand with an knife , no , ie mean penknife . but dno why th penknife lyk fck lidat . nvm , im crying , screaming all over my home . he noe anot ? . he dno . th hurt of those word , he noe anot ? he also dno . wtf , im really pissed off . whn ie alwaaays say brk up, he sure say wht , he dowan confirm ie wan not . etc etc . wtf . say nanting abit lah hor , if dowan , why wil say ie and her pattern almost th same . fckoff , meiling is dead in this relationship . whr's th dai ie noe in th past ?! . while typing , tears keep dropping , idk whys , yeah , ielovehim alots . but , ie wil kip asking fer brk is bcuz ie dowan him t sufer , but he dun believe , feerget it , mayb ie shld sae , whtever come out from my mouth is crap to him bah . whtevr , meiling . DEAD .
and , thanks , ie had nvr scream so loud over th phone before,
thanks .
her soul is dead.
why she's born to th world to become such a burden .
if ther's a choice.
ie wil not wan to be a human , anymore .
promise myself not to let my tears drop .
but tht wil be impossible .
sometimes , im thinking ,
ie cry over you so many tym .
had you ever ? .
mayb you did , but idk ?.
1stmonth - happily
2ndmonth - happily
3rdmonth - happily
4thmonth - nothing mucch to talk about .
5thmonth - coming up .
hope it wil be lyk how we're in th first few months .
(: .
if you're sick of me , lemme noe.
`no matter wht , ie stil love him alots
D: .
and im sorry , im a spoiler to spoil YOUR day .
whtever !
